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[Mar. 2nd, 2007|01:10 pm] |
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i can listen to colorblind in full.
its a good sign. |
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| looking back. |
[Jan. 25th, 2007|04:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
There's a million things to say to you. Most of which you know so I'll keep it short. Stay strong. Never quit. You are beautiful, intelligent, and fun. You will be successful at whatever you choose.
Where do I even begin, there are very few people in this world such as yourself. You seem to light up a room with your presence and your heart glows on the outside. You are truly one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met. Thank you for the wonderful experience.
You are one hell of a strong girl. Through all the drama of high school, you've come out standing up and I commend you for that. I know that you will never change just to make everyone else feel comfortable. Be proud.
Even though we really don't know each other that well, you always had this way of making me feel better about myself. You made me feel important. Thank you for that.
You're a great girl. From the 6th grade till now you're still the same amazing girl. I have more respect for you than anyone. I know you'll be successful at whatever you do. To taking care of kittens to being a good friend...you're such a sweet girl.
Interesting. Should I risk it? |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 20th, 2006|02:30 am] |
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| |  irritated | ] |
i love driving
i love being able to drive away from problems when im pissed
i love the freedom
i love the feel of the car
i love the independence
i love feeling like im mature
the cops have radar on me, out of the five times I've been to a party with over 20 people, four times the cops have been called, so here we are hiding in katie's basement, i don't understand how these people who throw crazy parties live to tell about it. maybe it's because the party was littered with 16 year old girls dragging on a cig in one hand, a bud light in the other. really classy. so they all drove home trashed, got pulled over, shit there pants, and said where they got the booze from. my mom would kick my fucking ass if a cop came to the door. actually i'd be executed on the spot. with my luck i would never try it.
as to bud light, seriously, that stuff is such shit. every party i go to there is bud light eveywhere, why do people drink bud light, if you're going to drink, do it right. suck up the extra calories bitch, your liver is taking a harder hit than your belly. ive heard that it has a lower alcohol content, dude, aren't you drinking to get buzzed? get a heineken or a sam adams lager. do baileys or something.
eh, im done bitching, goodnite
the summer is almost over...wtf |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|01:22 am] |
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| |  complacent | ] |
The way I feel is never going to change. I believe that my own naiveties and choices have gotten me to where I am now. I believe that the situation will never rectify itself given the people it includes, myself being the indecisive girl I am. Aaron was right. I dreamt of you again.
In the dream, you and your friend were in your car, and there was a crash, an explosion, and I rushed out the door to see both of you injured very badly, your friend died. I felt terror, horror in my stomach. Then you woke up, and the feeling of relief and emotion, sheer happiness washed over me. It was so strong even in sleep. I thought I lost you. I would rate that happiness as being one of the happiest times in my life, even though I was asleep. I love you.
But let's quote several members of my family on their take on life:
Life sucks and then you die.
Life's a fucking bitch.
Suck it up. You're not the only one.
That should suffice to get me to sleep, and then through the next couple of days until I dream of you again.
Dreams are always great, because you can get out that raw lust and experience the bliss, the fulfillment, and everything goes as you would ideally want it. When you're awake and imagining it, the negative thoughts, the real world, keeps barging into your head, and ruins everything. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2006|01:14 am] |
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single life equals the simple life, ha, yeah right
today was a really really bad day regardless
work sucked, i wanna blow my brains out
i can't paint my room for crap
i am starting to think i will never learn stick
i will have to drive a caravan for the rest of my life
on a good note however i hung with two of my favorite ladies tonight
and tommorrow is planned
maybe fitting in some pool with mike and steve
my room might be done by the end of this weekend
i bought jaws unleashed which is pretty sick
reading an awesome book
ive got so many things to catch up on and no time to
in the words of a best friend, "i need to hook up with some boys"
some meaningless hookups to clear my head
i need to catch up on the mentality i shouldve had throughout high school
well said |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 15th, 2006|01:25 pm] |
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| |  winded | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Live- Heaven | ] |
50 Leg Lifts on each leg
3 25 sit-up reps
and a pathetic jog around the block
yeah, im winded
not bad for the first day
hopefully i can keep it up |
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[Jun. 13th, 2006|11:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Don McLean-Bye Bye Miss American Pie | ] |
So, I figured I'd come out of LJ hibernation. This summer is going to be a blast. So I figured I'd keep it posted for memory's sake. I don't really have anything to write about. Lea turns 19 in 24 hours. Gotta come up with something crazy for that. Hopefully hanging out with Laura later this week. She and I have become so tight. I love it. I love her. She's so creative, alive, fun, flirty, feisty. She's awesome. Carly comes home for Neil's grad party, I miss her like crazy. That'll be awesome. Ania's party was great. Played pong minus the beer, had to see Matt later. I sucked. God forbid alcohol touches my lips. Ay yay. I love him, but...yeah, but nothing. I love him. Talked personal stuff with Pat Sheehan. Now that I look back on why I have no clue. Probably because it was fun to see him like it. Sarcastic bastard.
So I guess I had more to write about than I originally thought. I'm gonna go read some Discover a la the Future of Terrorism. |
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| hmph |
[May. 30th, 2005|12:51 am] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
What is so great about "the bad girl"? |
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| blah |
[May. 26th, 2005|10:32 pm] |
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So apparently I'm no fun.
I hope tommorrow is better than today.
I hope everybody doesn't hate me tommorrow because I think I'll cry. |
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| Alle-frickin-luia!! |
[May. 25th, 2005|11:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
I just finished my last essay for Mrs. Chelte. That means summer is HERE! God I never thought it would come. I've never read so much my entire life as senior year. So many frickin books up the wazoo!!! I am f.i.n.i.s.h.e.d with analyzing and calculating. I will now be taking up sun bathing, late nights, late mornings, wiffleball, parties, vacation!!! Senior week starts Friday. After I graduate I am off to Maine and later Canada for an entire week with my guy! Then I'm wringing my summer dry for all it's worth. I'm using my Blockbuster movie pass and I'm catching up on all the new releases. I have a job and in even better news I just ate a Reeses Big Cup. It's three peanut butter cups put together. At first I was sickened when I bit into it, but it is my favorite so I dealt with it.
I'm a little worried though. I am afraid my friends won't accept me at Senior Week. Some of them I couldn't give a fuck about, but I'm just worried that those important to me might have forgotten.
My hair looks alot better. After I washed it, it toned down on the color and it looks really subtle and nice. I'm getting it cut tommorrow. I'm adopting out T-Bone to Heather and Wahab tommorrow. Then Matt is going to do a photo shoot with me for kicks if its nice out. Those will be posted on MySpace if you are interested.
Nite-nite!!
Meghan |
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